We fear separation because even though it is the completion of sadness accompanied by beauty, it also causes bitter pain. There is a shadow of loneliness behind the pain and sadness of separation, but it is just a process of returning to my original self.
First of all, I must respect and love myself, but in the process of love, I forget myself and even the direction I should go is shaken. Losing my firm belief in whether my choice of love was right or not, I became shaken like a ship without a flag. Because it hurts him too much to judge and measure everything based on me. My consideration allowed him to make the wrong decision and I didn't say anything until the end.
Now I am between freedom and sadness. I returned to my full self and came to face the fact that there was no one who could love me completely, no one but myself.